It’s such a vast speculation. I learn
something new about myself every day that it has an ever expanding answer for
me. I don’t think that I will ever be able to understand who I am. However I
believe that one’s personality and character partly defines who one is.
Therefore here is a gist of how I am. I am an erratic person so even I don’t
know what my mood will be in the next minute. But what remains the same is my
love for animals and nature. They help me calm down when I am angry and can make
me happy when I am sad. I think it’s probably because they stay as they are
(natural). They don’t pretend or change, they seem happy with what they have.
They take me to another world where my worries or problems are void.
When I think about what type of person I am, I get
the sense that I am a medium kind of person in any field. I am not included in
the best nor am I included in the worst but I guess that’s how everybody feels.
I think most people find me unsociable as mostly I am never seen out of my room
except to attend classes. However this has changed for the better after taking
up Media Studies here in Sherubtse. The course demands for us to be outgoing
and confident. Now I can talk with people whom I could not before. When I first
arrived here (first semester) I used to have extreme fear before presentations
like I was on the edge of a ‘walk the plank.’ Even though only few months have
passed and I am only in the second semester, now I can present without fear and
can ask questions without hesitations (the only problem is that I can’t think
of any questions. J